EM – Somewhere around 5:30, the sky cracked open with rain. Not a storm, not a downpour, just a soft, persistent curtain that fell without warning and soaked the city in silence. Saigon used to be more predictable. The rains came later in the year, with more rhythm, more ceremony. Now, the months blur and the sky does what it wants. We adjust. We keep going.
I lit the kitchen slowly, not because I needed the light, but because it felt right to ease into the morning rather than switch it on all at once. The kettle began its familiar hiss, and the scent of ground beans filled the quiet. I poured the water gently and watched the coffee drip, one slow drop at a time, the way a painter might watch the first layer of pigment touch canvas.
There is something about the ritual of making coffee that feels older than habit. It feels like memory. Not one specific memory, but all of them layered together. The sound of the kettle, the curl of steam, the warmth of the mug cupped in both hands. These are not just actions. They are reminders.
My coffee corner is not remarkable. It is a small space tucked beside the window, with a wooden chair that creaks slightly and a table worn smooth by use. The cushion has faded from sun exposure, and the windowsill is lined with bits of life that have gathered without permission. A shell from a beach trip. A cracked saucer I can’t throw away. A half-read book with a pencil resting in its spine. But this morning, with the rain tapping gently and the smell of coffee wrapping around me like a shawl, the corner feels holy. Not in a religious way, but in the way something feels sacred when you are alone with it and paying full attention.
There is no rush. No sound from the neighbours. No news from the outside. I wrap both hands around the cup and close my eyes. I hear nothing but rain, and the low, steady rhythm of my own breathing.
It is in this corner that I have come to understand myself, over and over again. Sometimes through thought, sometimes through the absence of it. I have grieved here. I have created here. I have sat in this chair and tried to solve problems that kept me awake at night, only to find that by the second cup, they had either untangled themselves or no longer mattered. I have waited here for calls that never came, and celebrated small joys no one else knew about.
On some mornings, I write. On others, I sit. Sometimes I speak aloud to no one, just to hear the sound of my own voice. There is something about this space that allows for honesty. The kind you rarely share with another person. The kind that only surfaces when you are in no hurry to be understood.
Outside, the street begins to stir. A motorbike hums by, slow and cautious in the wet. The rain has eased into a mist that hovers just above the ground, like a veil not ready to lift. Bougainvillea vines lean into the breeze, and the scent of wet earth drifts through the gap in the window frame.
I pour a second cup.
This one is slower than the first. Not because the coffee is better, but because something in me has softened. My mind is less urgent. My thoughts are less jagged. The corners of the room feel rounder somehow, more forgiving.
I think of my father, who drank his coffee standing up, always half-dressed and halfway out the door. I think of a friend who stirs hers ten times before every sip, without knowing why. I think of someone I once loved who never finished a cup, always too distracted, too restless. Coffee reveals people in quiet ways.
The truth is, we all need a corner. A place that does not demand, that does not judge, that does not ask us to be any version of ourselves other than the one we woke up with. For some, it is a window seat. For others, a stretch of balcony, a kitchen stool, a patch of sun on the floor. Mine is here, beside this old window, with its chipped frame and foggy glass.
There is no resolution to this morning. No revelation. Just warmth, quiet, and the knowledge that this moment will pass, like all the others. The rain will stop. The day will begin. My calendar will fill with things to do. But something in me has shifted slightly, made more tender by the stillness.
Before I rise, I take one last sip. I notice how the warmth travels through me, how the bitter edge of the coffee feels almost sweet now. It is a small thing. But this morning, it is everything.
The first cup is finished. And the day, whatever it brings, can begin.
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